Posted in Grieving Naturally

It really hit me today

I have been functioning pretty decent when it comes to grieving. I have put my effort into learning about blogging and thinking about interesting things.

The death certificate came in for my son and the reality again set in of the fact that he is no longer here physically. No more laughter, and teasing and funny faces. I know he is in spirit. I have been doing auto writing and have held conversations with both my sons. I know they are in good hands with spirit. However, the finality of it hit me.

Before I got myself into a spiral downward I came to the desktop and started to write. This is so healing for me and I hope it helps others who are grieving. Because you have someone significant in your life pass on, doesn’t mean you have to die too. They want us to live. I’m choosing to do this. As I write this sometimes, I’m working on convincing myself. So far it is working!

Posted in Uncategorized, Wisdom

Wisdom?!?

A few years ago, I was asked what was I going to do with all my books and articles, papers, computer files that I have saved all these years. What was I going to do with them if I wasn’t using them? Yes, I was mad at first but they were not wrong. They were only collecting dust on the shelves and hogging several gigs on my computer. I also said to myself that I have studied all these books. I have saved all these interesting articles. But I also enjoy sharing my knowledge with others. I love when someone has a question and I know just know what book or article to find it in. Brings me joy.

Posted in Grieving Naturally, Uncategorized

The Journey Begins

Thanks for joining me!

This month, January 1, 2019, I have lost my second son to illness. My older one, I lost 6 years ago to brain cancer. I know the grief has gotten the best of me over the past few years. I say I functioned pretty well. But that is not living. This time I have made a decision to live. This journey I am choosing to share with you. After healing many others over the years, I have forgot one important person. ME!!!