I have had a rough couple of months and seemed like I was frozen in place. I just decided to try my old go-to when stressed. Valerian Root. It seems to be helping me. Grief is a funny beast. I could not believe that I really sat on that couch for 2 months. I did things as I sat there. Including reading and crafts. I forgive myself. For unless you have gone through losing a child. You can not understand. I was doing better in the beginning. But the reality of the loss smacked me head-on. I’m coming out of the fog for now and back on here. Miss all of you with all my heart!